Update

soo i weighed myself today and i am the heaviest i have ever been in my life. i weigh one hundred and twenty FREAKIN pounds. asdfghjkl; UGH. i almost cried. i had to step off the scale and recheck like three times. and everytime confirmed it. i almost cried. i am standing at five feet SHORT, weighing one hundred and twenty pounds -__- screw me. stupid varsity volleyball. stupid no skills of mine. stupid me for not being a runner. stupid no discipline of mine. stupid eating habits of mine. stupid STUPID MEE! now i NEED to run. screw the stupid $250 bet with my sister. i need to do this for ME. i don't even care if i win that things anymore; she owes me a hundred anyways. i need to get on those runs. FOR ME.
soo turn about. i decided not to go. napa people always say how fun or dances are but according to american canyon people: NOT crackin. whot to believee? mmm, it's not hard. soo i'm going to a crab feed with ces and her family, and ces' boyfriend and his family instead. awkward? but CRAB, yayy =) wierd cuz i was pretty eh about turn about but i'm superr excited about the crab feed. haha. what can i say? i can eat so much crab, it's disgusting =D
alrighty.. soo every saturday for the next like, two months in my schedule are booked. plus some fridays and sundays. whoot whoot. i lovee being busy =) hopefully my boss changes my hours on saturdays to mornings so that i can go to everything. 3-11 shifts are NOT crackin. the people that work nights shifts are cooler but i don't get to do anything with my saturdays given those work hours soo i give up the cool coworkers. haha. crab feed, my birthday, ces' birthday, veah's house, warriors game, it's ALLL g-double o-d GOOD for the next some weekends. i hope everything comes through; that'd be beyond awesome =D then after, my life will go back to boring and uneventful -__- haha.
alrighty, time to study for my spanish quiz tomorrow. OH, and read for english. i really dropped honors though. i feel pretty good about it, to be honest. kinda disappointed in myself, but can't do anything about it now. so i'm gooood =) so after those two things, i'm off to bed.
adios!